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So one of my big apprehensions has fruitioned and I am very happy about it. Receiving that has helped a little more of my stress go away. I also had a very good session with Melissa today. We talked about me keeping my focus on bettering me.

I am just so blessed right now and more importantly I'm very grateful for it. The highers have really pulled a rabbit out of the hat so to speak and I plan on taking full advantage of the opportunity. However its one day at a time and healing one pain at a time.

In this process of healing I'm learning more about me than I initially knew. I have started gathering that peace I was so looking for and am enjoying it. I am learning to change that core value of I'm not worthy to I am deserving.

I have several shitty core values to change however again one at a time. I have to remember that slow and steady wins the race. I cannot keep running everything over.

As I stated before in my blog I have a new direction I am going in life. I have come up with a plan that I honestly feel is just perfect for me. I am keeping my focus on that plan and what I need to do to prepare myself for such.

I'm getting more excited about things again however I am not allowing that excitement to catapult me into danger again. I am riding my brake lol

Melissa and I discussed things I can keep focused on until somethings happen to allow me to continue to move forward with my plan.

Just been so grateful for the miracles that I have been so blessed with and actually enjoying them and not focusing on that which I don't have. There are a great many things I desire and I know I will get them. Until that time however I have to continue to learn to enjoy me.

I continue to pray for healing for others and myself. I continue to thank the highers for not only listening to my petitions but also helping me to achieve those goals. While the changes I am making are for myself. I am grateful to be able to bring real honor to those who support me. Those around me with daily support, Melissa my therapist with emotional support, Michele my enlightenment and The Highers who are my guidance.

Blessed are we all when we really stop to appreciate it ;)