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Something very unexpected recently happened and I'm not sure where I am at with it. I have very mixed emotions right now and am working so hard with the highers to help me in changing some of those core beliefs I have had for the last 40 plus years.

I have placed my sights in bettering me and being the me I know I am. I am very up and down and have been working to find that middle ground. To obtain that inner peace again and be the listener I once was.

Bad mistakes yeah I've made a few. Still make them unfortunately. I am learning to forgive myself for them and to not do them again. In hurting myself I have hurt innocent others. A pain I cannot remove.

I'm grateful to learn but never wanted it to be at the cost of others :(

Keeping my focus on my healing and releasing of my anger and resentments. Replacing them with gratitude and a change of attitude. The journey continues and I am so grateful to the highers for that.