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Been taking some time to get myself together. I have been working on getting out my resentments and trying to move past them. I have been preparing myself for this next phase that will becoming soon.

I have lived my whole life for someone else. To make others happy. To be the go to guy. Feeling guilty when I failed to meet the standard in which they have placed on me.

Irony two of the people who judged me the harshest are exactly the reason I am the way I am. No I don't do what you expect how the fuck am I supposed to? You abandoned me, You left me in the woods for the wolves. I act the way I was brought up and get judged by those who have no fucking clue.

Everyone expects ME to CHANGE for them well FUCK YOU. I am who I am and I am happy with who I am if you are not then the problem is YOUR problem and not myne. If you were happy with your life you wouldn't have time to notice myne.

Sorry for the anger but sometimes it just need to get out. However I am not angry :) I for the first time ever have a vision for me that I am really looking forward to setting into a reality.

Forever grateful for my highers who continue to amaze me with their love.