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Ever got caught in the middle of a situation or an argument between two people you really rather not. Not because you don't care or anything just because either way your going to loose and be wrong in someones eyes. Having those kinds of moments really causes a lot of stress.

Stress is something I have really been working on removing as its one of my big triggers. Once I get to a point there is no return. So I have been extra cautious of the amount of stress I allow myself to receive. If not then staying positive is out the window.

I have a few apprehensions that are causing me enough stress just on what I am personally dealing with on my own. Waiting is one of those things that really gets me apprehensive especially when one is waiting on the Government.

Struggling to keep my moment of calm and remember what it is I can do and what I don't have to wait for. I sat out under the Super Moon on the 16^th and just prayed for healing for myself and others. I am working hard on keeping my focus where it needs to be and not necessarily where I wish it to be.

I continue to thank the highers who stick with me and continue to encourage me to move forward. Re training the brain is a lot of work and takes an enormous mount of conscience effort. It also takes the right support. I thankfully have what I need for support.

I ask that the highers help me to gracefully and graciously remove that which no longer serves me and I ask that everything that is needed for this new leg in my journey will be provided in a timely manner.