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Sometimes Just waking upon the morning is enough to trigger a bad mood. Not that you woke up or the feeling of oh shit here we still are. No I mean sometimes I just wake up in a mood that there is seemingly no reason for. Sometimes I can realize right off the bat that I’m not in a particular good mood and sometimes it takes a while for me to see it.

I don’t think we can get everything we ask for. I asked to be uncreated as I see no purpose to life. Sometimes its not the impossible that's impossible its just improbable. Without Probability there can be no possibility.

Anger grips my brain bring hatred out that is as pure as sunshine

How do I stop it? Make it go away? Keep the madness at bay?

Or do I endure and become the monster they have been crafting me to be?

Oh how the hell of my choice will bring fury to the fulfilled

I can’t find who I am

I don’t know who I want to be

I’m lost, confused and alone

and that’s all I truly know