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im sorry i was to damaged for you to accept me into your world.
Im sorry you had to even know of my existence.
I apologize for breathing, my love
may you never know pain again

My hatred from not being wanted taken out on you
the angel that gave me the only moment in life worth living
i'm just so fucking sorry
anger runs in my veins where there should be love

to much rejection reminding me I was never worthy of love
my own mother rejected me, what made me even dream that this angel would accept me. I don’t know what possessed me to think someone as wonderful as Michele would? who was i to ever deserve such an amazing person
Wasn't it my own father that said i was less that a cockroach?
I mean I must be fucked up cause neither mom or dad wanted me.
I was to damaged for them so why did I hurt such an amazing angel by my existence?

she so did not deserved to be hurt by me
the angel that used to have feelings for me :(
now i wait for the demise that should have already been
the shame i have forever in my sin
a hatred for life cause none of you ever accepted me to begin with.