Thursday, December 10, 2015

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Its been a while since I have felt the need to write anything. I have pretty much hit bottom and have no where else to go. I have such emotional outburst that I no longer have control over. They have cost me everything and am tired of loosing. I have no one I talk to on a daily basis anymore and I really miss having that. But with my issues I guess its best I don't have that for a while.

I don't know of my direction anymore and not sure how far I can go but I know I have to change something or everything will be lost. I just feel so helpless, hopeless, faithless and alone. I want so much to see a better me I just have no idea of what that looks like. I'm just going to try and do something. 

I am asking the highers to please help me regain control of my life. I am asking for real guidance from people who care and can handle my bs drama. Can help pull me out of me when I get to deep. I am asking for a fresh source of hope, faith and help. 

I have to keep myself focused on whats important now and I guess I need to reestablish that. If your still around for the journey well it continues….

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