I couldn't feel more
lost and alone as I do at this moment. I feel that I have nothing to
look forward to anymore and that life is just kicking the shit out of
me while I'm down. I have tried so hard and have had such good
intentions but nothing seems to work out.
I feel I'm such a
burden to people anymore. I can't seem to do anything right at this
point. Every move I make is the wrong one. I had such hopes and
dreams and now all I have is emptiness. I'm not even sure of what to
say anymore. I've lost two people this year that mean the world to me
and I don't mean anything to them now.
I really fucked it
up this time and there is no fixing it. I have no direction to go
anymore and I'm so fucking scared. I don't know what this means for
me. I'm not sure I am strong enough to survive this. I have no one to
help me figure things out because I get so fucking emotional I ruin
everything. I just give up trying anymore. All this life is going to
give me is pain.
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