63

Been a bit busy this week. Brad and I have been discussing ways to setup and reorganize the garage and well I did that this week. I was sitting there and said yeah fuck it lets see what this will look like and then well next thing you know the whole garage has been rearranged lol.

The worse part about it is I am completely dead now lol. The aches and pains are reminding me that I don't need to be taking on that kind of big projects on my own. But my pride and stubbornness say Dude you got this. Yeah for the moment and the moment is gone.

I have an appointment next week with Ohio Vocational Rehab its just an intake so I'll be there mostly just filling out paper work but its the motion that counts ;) I have also done what was needed for my appeal for my disability and am just doing what I need to for me.

Letting go is still a struggle. Hope wants me to hang on and reality dictates that I move on. But moving on is what is warranted and that is what I am doing. May her life be a blessing to her and others.

I've been surrounded by Angels lately and while I am extremely grateful for them I am a bit nervous as well. Its like ok what the hell is about to happen? And most importantly will I like it?

I'm glad they are here though as my soul really needs a good healing.