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My Therapist canceled our appointment today do to illness. I do pray she gets to feeling better soon. I am not upset about it I mean it is what it is and honestly I am doing fairly well.

It was the end of the world but I feel fine. I'm doing my best to move forward I have recently come up with a few ideas and am ready to start investigating and exploring what it is I seek.

I was asked to list things I am passionate about and after a week of thinking about it I really don't know. Yes there are things I enjoy doing but I don't know if I am really passionate about them. But I'm sure there are things I am I just can't see them because of the tree's lol

I am so grateful for every opportunity I have to advance myself. I may not appreciate all of them at the moment of happening but in the bigger picture I am so grateful for them. Truly the only real negativity in life is that which we create.

While its simple to say and even simple to agree with as we know not all is what it seems ;) I have been learning to be more grateful for just me. Not for anything other than realizing and remembering my own self worth.

They say it is better to have loved than not at all. I agree on the basis that it shows me I have love to give :) So giving it to me shouldn't be to difficult right? Lol

It is part of my journey and not a destination. Life is movement and I have to continue to move. I choose to do so strictly for me. Each day I must make that choice and each day I must live it.

I am deserving of that which I desire. I will get that which I desire. I will appreciate that which I desire and I will be appreciated. If only with myself then so be it.

I would very much enjoy being able to communicate with someone in a way that I felt completely safe and they felt the same. However I will have to be patient for it. I know it will come and I welcome it.

The struggle continues with gladness in my heart. May love touch you. Thank you my highers for loving me and teaching me. Let it continue gently and graciously and help me to accept the lessons that way. Be gentle with my tender heart.

I thank those of you who chose to read this and even follow it. You have no idea how much you are helping me. May love touch you all :)