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Things have been very good the last few weeks for me on the overall average. While not everything in my life is going the way I would like there are things that are. Instead of focusing on those things that are not going the way I prefer I am being grateful for the things that are. 

I have been given a great gift by the highers the gift of their patience and love. No I'm not the only one who has been given this gift we all have. I am starting to let go of some of the bigger things that have been holding me back. I am learning to stand on my own and not feel I need to depend on others. I am being who it is I desire to be. A man of love. 

My journey has been preparing me to accept myself and I'm learning to do that more and more. As I let go of those things that have been holding me down I realize that it gets easier and easier. 

Now that doesn't mean it's a cake walk either. I still have my moments of doubt and pain like the rest of humanity. However I am starting to consciously think about the core thought. I still have lots of fear in me. I have a lot of years of negativity to remove from my life. Yet non of that really matters. 

I am moving forward not trying to run a race just taking a scenic walk. I'm stopping along the trails and even getting off them at times to see a view of something I wish to see. My life is blessed with the perspective of beauty. Again the highers have smiled upon me.

Communication is my gift. I share my gift. I hope that others become inspired by the gift. I love happy people. Seeing the smiles and joy of others shine. I get inspired when I see others share their gifts. Its what we are here to do.

Encourage each other and yourselves daily. Give thanks and share your blessings. Let go of control and hang on to the thrill. Let the energy around you bless those that it touches in ways you can never fully understand.