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If you are reading this then it is safe to say that you like me have survived the holidays :) It was a testing time for me and even though I had some bad moments it came out in the overall to be good.

I welcome the new year and all the change’s and challenges that come my way. Last year I found a name for the disease I have and have been learning to really live with it and not allow it to control me like it has done so for so many years. I continue this quest not in hope or belief but in knowing.

A lot of things had to come to a closure last year and considering it was a 9 year (2+0+1+6=9) it was time. I was not ready for somethings and somethings I got through with only the help of the highers. I thank them for that :) I went from not having faith in anything to learning how to have faith in them.

I still have a ton of insecurities I need to over come and I should have an opportunity to remove at least about half of them. Still it will take patience and willingness to do so. A very dear friend just told me that once I am capable of taking that next step in my journey I may find it easier than I think.

I plan on having a good time no matter what though. Life is to short and I have spent to much of it in pain and misery. I am shedding those cloths. Learning to unlearn that which I had been taught. Embracing the opportunity for growth.

It’s a new year and its a much better perspective. Its also a 1 year (2+0+1+7=10 = 1+0 = 1) and that means new challenges and new beginnings. It means starting over and manifesting your desires. It means giving up the past and focusing on the future. Worrying about only one thing changing myself and not the world.

I continue to proceed forward with a healing heart. I thank you all for your support and I look forward to many more adventures as I grow.