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Sometimes things happen that we just truly don't understand. Sometimes they happen not because we ourselves are to get a lesson but sometimes the lessons are for the bystanders. We often forget to see the forest from the trees.

I find myself in a much calmer state of tolerance of my emotional instability. Sometimes life gives us a chance to not right a wrong but to change an undesired outcome to a different outcome. Its how we decide to move with it.

Everyday we awake we have a chance to change the undesirable if we believe. That is the key right belief? Or is it something even deeper something more of a faith issue?

A belief can be proven wrong but faith allows us to understand that truth does not change only the circumstances in which created the truth changes.

Looking from within I have seen many changes over the past few months. Some of them mental and some physical. I changed some circumstances of things that I can and have been working on truly accepting and letting go of that which I can not change.

My heart has always desired to follow the suite of love. I have and understanding that if one wants something they are usually the opposite. Such a strong desire for love has kept me in fear. Its not all bad though just remember the deeper the fear the deeper the love.

Understanding that basic truth allows me to grasp the reality of me. A man who wishes to be of peace must first be a master of war. In order to become a teacher one must first be a student. Thank you highers for teaching me.

When Mick first said those words What a drag it is getting old. I'm not sure he understood the reward of wisdom. But that is part of the overall evolution of the species is it not? As we become more enlightened the less we depend on that which holds us back.

In a moment of clarity I can release my fantasy and embrace the reality of the me I am. I choose this it is part of learning to like me more. I still have a lot to explore and I'm not sure of a lot of things in this world but I do plan on enjoying the remainder of my ride.

Bad mistakes yeah I'll probably make a few but I have survived them before and will do so again. If not for the bad mistakes I wouldn't appreciate the good ones. I am liberating myself from the prison of my imagination. Where can there be bad in that?

Gaining and accepting my abundance. Gaining and accepting my dreams. Furthering myself to become a teacher. I look at the world as a parent looks at its child. I wish to give it that which I didn't have and that which I did.

Reinventing oneself is invigorating when you allow yourself to trust in the process. I may never have the money that this world depends on however I can rest easy with the knowledge of knowing what I do have I can take and share and that is the wisdom I gain while on the journey.

Maybe exposing my every weakness to the world isn't a good thing and then again maybe its time we all became real with who we are. I encourage you to find your path gain your strength and stay true to your journey. Remember don't follow my footsteps instead create your own.