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Being on break for the fourth of July at the camp was fun. I got a few more pictures and for the most part really enjoyed the time. I actually came back and didn't wake up in a negative mood either so that was another plus :) I have been deciding what I need to write and how to write it knowing that it was going to be a little bit before I got the chance to do so. 

Having so much time outdoors in nature has allowed me to really start to communicate with the father. Now I didn't do so when I was there but since I've been back yeah its like a flow of communication has taken root. We have so many preconceived notations of who the father is based on a book written and translated by man and his best educated guess. While the bible is inspired by the father its not his only word. The father wants a personal relationship with you which means it must be at your level. He will come to you if you open your heart and clear your mind. Remove all the negative energy and replace it with sincere gratitude. Its not easy I know I still struggle on a daily basis with it. 

Allow yourself to see taste feel and hear the words the father has for you. He knows you heart and your desires and wants you to have those things. However you have to communicate with him and not the image of him we call the bible. We declared its Gods word and therefor we use it as an image of God one of the no no's in the ten commandments just so you know ;)

The father understands where we are physically, mentally and spiritually. He knows how to communicate with us at our level and he understands how to reveal himself to us so that we can see. We often place him on a pedestal which by the way he cannot stand. He is simply the father and like any good father he wants his children to live in love and be happy. He wants us to open a free line of communication with him so he can help us to learn to achieve the things we desire by showing us how to truly live in love and gratitude. 

In order to do this though we must start removing the fear based thinking we have instilled into our hearts since birth. We must remove all that we know and allow the father to show us the things we need to know. When Jesus came he tried to tell the leaders that its about a relationship with the father not a relationship with the rules. We have been taught our whole lives we must follow the rules, but who's rules? The father gave us no rules only free will. Yes there are ten commandments they could be his or maybe they are not. We truly do not know because we truly never questioned. We took it for face value cause that is what everyone has done before us. So as tradition goes we just blindly hold on.

Its a fear based thinking mechanism we have all built in ourselves that keep us from understanding who our father, mother, God or Goddess are. You see the father will come to you as he or she chooses. 

As I go on this journey I have stated several times I am not concerned with the destination. I have to understand that each step I take in the journey is another wonderful opportunity to become the person I desire to be. If I focus on the destination then my thoughts are based on the results and that can lead back to fearful thinking taking me further away from that which I desire. Understand though the desire I am talking about is not a lust in my heart. Desire is strictly about who you choose to be. Its not about materiel things but its about spiritual ones. Desiring to have a million dollars or that hot person down the road is not a desire but a fear driven lust.

I have to allow the father to show me the ways to clear my fear based thoughts and replace them with love something I'm not always willing to do. Not because I don't desire the change just because sometimes I don't want to care anymore. Its times like these I need to communicate more with the father. I just simply chose not to at those moments. 

When I do though vast improvements do happen. We all have the ability to listen and speak with the father of our understanding. We must chose to do so. While I am becoming more and more spiritual I'm still just a baby with the maturity of it. I have been given a great gift of knowledge and wisdom but maturity wasn't part of the package :p 

As we go through our own personal evolution we must be honest always with ourselves and stay true to what our heart truly desires. Which is always love based. 

Carry me more into the journey

let me not go astray

keep me lifted 

help guide my way

give me nothing

deliver me through all

a million praises I give

for things being the way they are.

-the frog :)