I really feel like I
have out stayed my welcome on this planet. The only thing that seems
to matter to some is what I can do for them other than that I feel
like I’m just useless trash that doesn’t deserve to be in the
same world as the rest of you.
I’m sorry that I
have been deemed not worthy of breathing your good air. I’m not
sure what I did in my previous life but apparently it was very bad
and I don’t deserve to have any life.
I wanted so much to
be able to change my perspective however it seems that there are
energies against this. I’m so grateful for the place I stay but I
feel so unwelcomed by a certain party and I just don’t know If I
can continue to live this way.
I’m sorry I grew
up in the swamps of Georgia and that we had to use an outhouse and
had not convenient running water to always clean ourselves. I’m
sorry I grew up in a world you truly will never be able to understand
and I pray that it never happens to anyone else.
I’m sorry my
mother deemed me unfit for love and therefore all others have as
well. Again all I can do is say I’m sorry for doing that which I do
not know I have done.
Forgive me for
interfering with your lives and being such a burden on this world. I
honestly wasn’t ready for the expectations that have been placed
upon me.
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