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With all the changes that have been going on lately its amazing I’m still standing straight lol :) I’ve been riding a lot of different type waves the last year and I learned to appreciate each and everyone. I’ve been so grateful for the glory that has been shone upon me this past year.

The improbable not only became possible but came to past. I mended some freindships that I never thought possible to get back. I learned to let go of my own expectations in situations and just enjoy what the highers have instore for me. Allowing myself to give up this illusion of control and just let the natural order have the control. Doing that has given me so much peace.

It also has given me the chance to work at the core of that problem of wanting control and for me its all boils down to insecurity. I believe it would be that way for all of us if we were willing to face the truth. That being we are exactly where our choices have led us. Most of myne was led by insecurity and now I have learned to transform that into confidence.

I not only transformed the insecurity I transformed my perspective of it. The thing that made me feel insecure is the very thing that gave me strength. When I look at it through that perspective I become so grateful for the lesson.

As you would expect though its not always easy to look at the past with clear focus and allow yourself to see it differently. This is because we can so easily fall into the emotions we created during that situation. Letting them go is the only way you can truly look with a different perspective.

One of the hardest things for us to do but yet the most rewarding is just letting go. Standing up and allowing yourself to act acordingly and to share the grattitude you have. Situations do not define me they only mirror who I am. If I don’t like something I see then its my choice to change it or let it define me. I have had enough of it defining me and now am changing those things.

Many of us wish to believe in a higher purpose or a higher being. Honestly Its good to have a belief but remember beliefs change. I know my highers and I know the path that I am on. I have given them my trust and my fears. I do catch myself trying to hang on to things at times but I just ask them to gracefully and gently help me to let it go and allow myself to continue toward my higherself.

I am not waiting to be my higherself in a world that doesn’t need it I am doing it now in this world that does. Once I’ve accended to the next level, dimension or whatever you choose to call it I’ll be needed for other things. I be learning other things and I’ll share those things.

To often we get stuff and just keep it to ourselves when the whole point is to share it with others. Not only does it offer help to those we share it with it also helps us to implant it into ourselves as a new core belief. Each transformation takes us to our higherselves and helps us to give to others so they can transform to their higherselves.

Let go, transform and comminicate with your highers. Be honest and accept the honesty you receive. Live free in this world of prisons. Help others to be free. Most importantly be grateful for everything.