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Took a break from writing and worrying about sharing me and my life. I shut down my facebook account again and haven’t opened it back up as of this writing.

I have gotten into the sound difference and the overall vibrational feel of music with 432hz vs 440hz and man does 432hz sound so much crisp and cleaner and the over all feel is more uplifting.

Crazy dream that devoured the soul and killed the heart now lies tattered in the ashes of yesterdays flame.

As I get older I discover I really have no clue as to what I actually do want in life. I have great ideas just nothing to push me to that point instead I tend to run the other direction and give up instead. I’m just trying to live where I wont be majorly disappointed anymore.

I wish I could get rid of all disappointment however not all consequences can be good no matter the action. Today I see what I want to see and tomorrow I will do the same.

Hate me, Crucify me as you have your other God’s. Create a great religion in my name gather the virgins for the cleansing of rotting flesh. I have gone to the realm that was forbidden and far beyond your reach. Stay in the shallow water my child for the current will pull you under and hell will devour you. For the weak soul is easily blinded.

I have converted several great songs over to the 432hz range and have posted them on my Youtube page. I do take request but you have to post it in a comment lol :)

The existence in which I continue to rob air from the deserving contiues with the purpose to not understand the damaged. Learning to expect nothing removing disappointment and killing any chance for the birth of false hope.

Who wants the damaged toy all alone in the bottom of the toy box just waiting to be in tomorrow’s trash. Rejected, Misunderstood, Misunderstanding, Comical little moron who killed the inocent boy.

Dying wasn’t so bad its the living that kills you. I pray for the lost wickedly hiding in plain site. Gathering flowers for the valentine funeral. Cater to the dead those lucky ones. Breathing your insanity inplanted by artificial intelligence a burden they are spared.