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Still working on issue's I have and still doing the best I can to do that. I am thinking more and more positive even when I have those bad moments. I still so very grateful for the highers and their sticking with me.

I have been more active on facebook joining groups of like interest and stuff like that. I have made a few new friends and have been enjoying it. Facebook still has its drama and I'm trying not to contribute to it. Its not always easy especially for emotional people like me. I'm way to over sensitive and don't always know the best way to respond to negativity.

I have been defining myself by my likes and loves. Not that they define me just looking at those thing and saying ok what is it you like about them and what do they say about you? Somethings say that I am doing just fine in my journey and I need to learn to embrace all of me if I am ever going to be the me I desire.

I still am hoping for what seems to be an impossible dream however I am not looking at it that way. I am looking at it as I will have what I desire. Besides right now I still have a ways to go just working on me.

Its been a struggle but I know its all going to be worth it. I forgive those who have wronged me and I forgive myself for those I have wronged. I still have some issues that I am holding on to however I am learning to slowly let them go. So I will forgive again and again if necessary.

I'm starting to learn to pray a bit more. I have been asking them to help me and to guide me to the better me I desire and they have been doing so lovingly even when I am not being so lovable. I thank them for that and Love them for so much more.

No my life is not perfect and its not where I desire it to be just yet however I am making the adjustments I need to make for me. It means I am still moving forward and releasing the garbage I have been carrying all these years. I also wish to thank you the people who read this. Some of you remain silent and thats ok I just thank you for the encouragement for me to continue to write and grow as I do so.

Blessings be to you all. My Love is with you all. Until next time

peace